*greenoctober13

Well here's the dealy-o okay. My step mom was on her period and lost her goddamn mind therefore she decided no matter what I fucking do I'm wrong.... and so she tried to rip daddy a new one, and then she storms out practically slamming the fucking door in my face....... SOOOO then daddy decides its time to tell the only daughter that still had respect for him that she had to leave.... WELL WHOO FUCKIN' WHO.... NOW I'm going to be moving in with my mom untill my sister and I can get an apartment and untill i can raise enough money to go and be with my mate.....


So moral of the story, if you live with your dad and your stepmom FUCK THEM dont try to make their lives easier, it'll just fuck up yours....

I SWEAR TO GOD IF SHE TRIES TO COME IN AND BE ALL SYMPATHETIC LIKE IT WASNT HER DOING I WILL GO TO FUCKING JAIL TODAY! I PROMISE YOU I WILL GO TO JAIL!!!


so what I'm saying is, I wont be on for a while..... I may check messages, but i probably wont be commenting on anyone's new pictures.... if you have a DA account come watch me, I'll be able to check those pictures.... <3 you all

see you again in a few months i think

OMG FurAffinity has this link of the day thing (that I just so happen to have JUST discovered) and today's link has cracked me up


I swear if you dont laugh you are dead.....


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Well I'm back from my trip.... It went "well" I suppose, I was stuck there for like a week extra... but it doesnt matter anymore cause I'M HOME!!!!! however I've been home for a few hours and havent seen hide nor hair of my dad and my step mom.... I have no idea where they've gone.... oh well... eh... OMG I got a check from my last job today, for like 67 dollars... I worked like twelve hours the last week I worked lol. only like a day and a half... so pretty much all is well as of right now...

Okay so like.... I'm gonna be gone for like a couple days so like.... Leave me awesome comments and shit k? Cause that would be absolutely awesome and junk....




I'm going to visit my mother in North Carolina for some fucking family pictures or something I dunno lol

Have you ever found a song that you liked, that spoke to some secret place within you? That place that no one else sees? It speaks to something within you it speaks truth to you, it helps you deal, and it hurts you all at the same time.


"Tourniquet" by Evanescence

I tried to kill my pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding
And screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Or will you forget me ?

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding
And screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.